Current mood:	ringdingdingding
Current music:	MISIA; Everything

As facebook would say...
This has to stop XD; No but seriously T___________T So everyone I've asked about it has just been like "he probably just didn't want to worry you :D" but...I mean it's not like he's just been like "what, no, I'm fine 8DD Don't worry!" he's been saying "I'm fine. No seriously, it's a Ralph Lauren joke." And then calling me stubborn every fucking time I try to bring it up. Which made me THINK it really was a joke, until I went back to check his myspace (shut up XD; That's how I verify--if he hasn't been on for this long he's seriously incapacitated, cause he's a loser and loves myspace) and saw a bunch of random messages from his stupid ugly myspace friends (as in people he has NEVER MET IN REAL LIFE, WTF?) saying shit like "OMG GET BETTR SUN :-) BEING SIK SUX RITE?" So now I'm assuming it's for real and pissed as fuck that he's fine telling random ass people the truth while lying to me AND making me feel stupid and shitty and confused for so fucking long af;lkdsjfal; HATE. And I completely fucked up the Thursday exchange. I didn't mean like "yeah....it's obvious cause I'm here and you're there but omg if we were both in the same place we would totally hook up omg rite?" I meant "uh yeah it's obvious because I tell you all the time to do your best when you tell me about someone you think is hot while routinely being like 'ahghgh this person is hot.' Oh, and cause you've been treating me like shit lately." So now he probably thinks I'm some tool who doesn't get it when someone tells them that they don't like them. Agh. I GET IT. PLEASE UNDERSTAND THAT I GET IT TAT/ I at least want him to think it's fucking mutual (even though it isn't, haha) instead of thinking I'm some loser ahghghghghghghghgh. So hopefully that'll work itself out. Or...I'll be able to work it out XD;; I at least want him to admit that he's in the fucking hospital >:T I mailed him yesterday like "Can I ask you a question? You won't get mad?" and he responded "IT DEPENDS ON THE QUESTION" in his scary all caps romaji that makes me hate my life >_< According to Ralph he may/may not have to get a second surgery....? So that's awesome. What is actually awesome is Tsai being out of the hospital 8D We all hung out Friday. It was funny, we stopped at Wendys (before Taco Bell XD) so he could get a Spicy Baconator--it was like
"Is it okay for you to eat that.......?"
"Well...the doctors said to avoid stuff that was spicy, and greasy foods and stuff..."
"O_______O"
"But that was like four days ago, so it's probably okay 8D"

XD; He survived so w/e. Today I didn't leave my room till like 5:30, it was kind of sad. I just watched the Office and dicked around on the internet. I was supposed to go to Mason preview tomorrow but didn't register so oops can't go :X Shame.

Mannnnnn this song makes me so sad now XD;; 愛しき人よ〜　悲しませないで >:T UGH and don't even get me started on Hana by Orange Range. It's amazing how many songs I physically CAN'T listen to now XD; I just want things to be back to normalllllllll TAT/